Mean reds

I’ve got the mean reds today.
Cine a vazut Breakfast at Tiffany’s stie despre ce e vorba. Cine nu… asta e.
E una din zilele alea cand cerul e rosu sangeriu, cand degetele se misca greu, cand m-as arunca de la cea mai mare inaltime direct in pat si as sta acolo pana anul viitor.
Azi e o zi ca nici o alta.
E o zi pe care nu o vindeca nici 3 shot-uri de tequilla, nici un somn bun si nici cel mai scarbos obsesiv banc sau ritm de dans.
Azi m-as ineca in caldura propriilor lacrimi. Le-as lasa sa ma sufoce incet, calm, arzator.
Tomorrow is another day right?

Dar cine mai crede in replica asta fumata care numai optimism nu insufla.

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3 thoughts on “Mean reds

  1. In the novella Breakfast at Tiffany’s by Truman Capote, Holly Golightly called her bouts of anxiety “the mean reds”, and in the movie called it a feeling of being afraid yet not knowing what you are afraid of.PS O sa zica lumea ca te-ai inspirat din postarea mea. Ba mai mult, ca am vazut filmul impreuna ;))

  2. “No… the blues are because you’re getting fat or because it’s been raining too long. You’re just sad, that’s all. The mean reds are horrible. Suddenly you’re afraid and you don’t know what you’re afraid of. Do you ever get that feeling?” –Holly.”Sure.” –Fred (Paul).”When I get it the only thing that does any good is to jump into a cab and go to Tiffany’s. Calms me down right away.” But what do I do?Cafea nu prea beau, nici macar din aia cu suflet. O sa astept cuminte sa treaca sau sa se ascunda intr-un colton intunecat.It could take a day, a week or even a month…Si, pentru “lume”, am vazut filmul impreuna, in acelasi oras. ;))

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